Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Virtual Hair

I need a hair cut... actually is beyond needing a hair cut... I need a makeover.. I need new hair-- mine is driving me insane--its hanging in my eyes... its stringy ughh I need a haircut... and this time I wanted to really get different hair... It seems no matter how I try I always come out looking the same... so what did I do today... VIRTUAL HAIR... check http://clariol.com -- Its really good for a laugh... either my head is too small or big hair is back... did I mention that I also noticed how ugly I am.... At this point I don't think new hair will help....

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Motherhood guilt

Not really sure when guilt became part of motherhood.. but tonight I sat and listened to both my children tell me about their work schedules and somehow I felt bad... I can't really tell you why because I work hard -- heck I go to work everyday and from I can tell I will be doing it for a long time! But listening to Amanda tell me she had to work all 3 days of the upcoming holiday weekend made me sad... Shouldn't she be joy riding her way to the beach? or planning a day of play outside?? When did being a college student have such responsiblity? And Chris-- he too is spending his summer working-- Yes I want them to be responsible -- I certainly can't support them forever but somehow I feel guilty that they are working so hard....

On another note.. I am ok with all the rain... its easier for me to go to work in the rain....I'd rather be stuck inside on a rainy day then when the sun is shining.....

Monday, May 23, 2005


Feeding the Geese Posted by Hello

Lifes circle

Well here I am.. I feel like there is something important I should be saying on this first post in my new BLOG --- but really I'm not sure why I feel the need to be here other than it could be just another way to document ME--

Funny how life is so cyclical -- eons ago I was busy scribbling my random thoughts and documenting my life in a spiral notebook, hiding it away like it held some deep dark secret... and now so many years later I am here once again pouring my thoughts out again... the media may be different but the end result the same.... Whats old is new again...

I was lucky to revisit another past time this weekend... feeding the geese with my nephew... you would have thought we discovered these creatures... even though its something we do practically every summer at the lake... the first time of the season is magical... there are babies to observe, there is the thrill of getting them to come alittle closer.... of making your peice of bread last just alittle longer... It is the simple things that make life complete